Disloyalty

I had a rather upsetting day here at the office.

First, and foremost I did something a business professional should never do! I slept in and couldn't get out of bed all day today. I'm not sure if I'm slightly over worked by my two jobs. Real Estate and Shiseido.

Well, anyway... to cut to the chase, one of my clients, whom I have been showing property on and off for almost 3 months called me and told me that he is going with another agent. A listing agent. Ugh. Its the worst feeling. I can handle other real estate disappointments but nothing like this. This is strike two. I feel like quitting.

I don't think I can do this job. Its getting harder and harder. Right now I have this massive headache and I just feeling like being depressed all over again. I just got over my depression. Now its starting to come back. I need a vacation. I really do!

I hope to have the strength to conquer all challenges this career may give me. I also received a horrible message just a few hours ago. It was from a blocked call of course. That said I was a !@#$%^&&* Yes! I couldn't believe it. Now I don't feel safe all over again. I hope this month ends better.